“Listen to that,” Monica cooed. “That’s your son’s heartbeat. Strong, unlike hers.”
They were at the OB-GYN appointment. The appointment Monica had told me she was going to alone because she was so scared and lonely. She had even asked me for money for the co-pay yesterday.
I was shaking so violently the car swerved slightly, earning a honk from a passing truck. I pulled over onto the wet shoulder of the highway, my hazard lights blinking in the gloom. I sat there, paralyzed, listening to my husband and my best friend kiss. I heard the wet, smacking sound of their lips, the murmur of affection I hadn’t received in years.
“I love you,” Richard whispered to her. “We just have to play the game a little longer. Use her money to pay for the birth. Let her buy the crib. Let her set up the nursery. And then we vanish.”
I stared at the dashboard. The call timer hit four minutes and twelve seconds. Then finally, the line went dead.
I sat in the silence of my car, the rain drumming against the roof like a funeral march. My entire life—my marriage, my friendship, my future—had just been dismantled in four minutes. They weren’t just cheating. They were planning to steal my family’s inheritance. They were mocking my infertility. They were going to let me build a nursery for a baby they planned to steal away.
I looked at my phone. A text popped up from Richard.
“Sorry, honey. Meeting ran late. Picking up dinner. Love you.”
And right below it, a text from Monica.
“Hey, Auntie Laura. Baby is kicking so much today. Can’t wait to see you tomorrow.”
I let out a scream that tore at my throat, a primal sound of pure agony. But as the scream faded, something else settled in my chest. It wasn’t just sadness. It was a cold, hard block of ice.
They thought I was the clueless, barren wife. They thought I was just a walking checkbook.
I wiped my face. I checked my reflection in the rearview mirror. My eyes were red, but they were sharp.
“Okay,” I whispered to the empty car. “You want to play a game? Let’s play.”
Before we continue with how I turned their world upside down, I want to say thank you for listening. If you are watching from New York or Texas or anywhere in between, let me know in the comments. I read every single one. Now, let me tell you about the ghosts that haunted me on that drive home.
I didn’t start the engine immediately. I couldn’t. My body was still trembling, a physical rejection of the trauma I had just absorbed. I leaned my head back against the headrest and closed my eyes. And instantly, the memories came flooding back, not as warm nostalgia but as sharp, jagged shards of glass.
I thought about the day I met Richard. It was seven years ago. He was charming, handsome in a rugged way, but he was broken—literally and financially. He had just declared bankruptcy after a failed tech startup. I was the one who paid off his credit card debt so he could qualify for a car loan. I was the one who introduced him to my father, Arthur, a man who built his empire on steel and logistics.
My father had been skeptical.
“He has shifting eyes, Laura,” Dad had warned. “He looks at your purse, not your face.”
But I was thirty-five then, hearing the ticking of my biological clock like a time bomb. I wanted love. I wanted a family. So I defended Richard. I told my parents he had vision. I paid for our wedding. I bought the house we lived in. I put him on the deed because I wanted us to be equals.
Equals.
I laughed bitterly in the dark car. We were never equals. I was the host. He was the parasite.
And then there was Monica. The betrayal from her cut deeper than the one from Richard. You expect men to be stupid sometimes, but your best friend?
Monica was ten years younger than me. I met her when she was an intern at the charity foundation I managed. She had come to me crying one day because her mother needed surgery and she couldn’t afford it. I wrote the check, a personal check, fifteen thousand dollars. I never asked for it back. When she lost her apartment, I let her stay in my guest house for six months rent-free. When she cried about being single and lonely, I held her hand. And when she told me she was pregnant three months ago, sobbing that the father was a one-night stand who blocked her number, I was the one who wiped her tears.
I remembered taking her shopping just last week. We were at a high-end baby boutique. She had picked out a crib, a ridiculously expensive hand-carved oak crib.
“It’s too much, Laura,” she had said, giving me those wide, innocent doe eyes. “I can’t afford this.”
“Nonsense,” I had replied, handing my credit card to the cashier. “I’m going to be the honorary auntie. I want this baby to have the best.”
I remembered Richard standing there with us, looking at the crib. I had thought his soft expression was affection for me and my generosity. Now I knew he was looking at the crib for his son. They were shopping for their family on my dime, right in front of my face. They must have laughed about it in bed later.
“Look at how stupid she is,” they probably said. “She’s buying furniture for the baby that will replace her.”
